Chapter 19:.....Pregnant?

It had been 2 weeks since that me and Kyle did it and i was starting to get ill i was heating up and throwing up in the mornings and i barely eat beacuse all i did was bring it back up and i was concerned but i didnt tell Kyle about these things i kept it to myself until one day i couldnt do it anymore i had to tell someone anyone beacse im scared.

In a haist i grabbed a bag and stuffed whatever clothes i could get with my hands and zipped it up and i all but finished but Zack came in while i was putting it on my shoulder and i looked at him with tears in my eyes and he came over and pulled me into a hug and i let it out i couldnt hold it in anymore.

"Hey sweetie what's up with my little sister"" I sobbed and looked up at him while wiping my tears away and looked down.

"Zack i-i well me and Kyle we you know did it but that's been about 2 weeks ago and ive been feeling sick and being sick in the mornings and i im going to take a test but i think i know im pregnant im scared im barely 18 my birthdays in 2 days" Zack pulled me to him and i rested my head on his shoulder.

"I have to go Zack i cant im still a kid okay" He took my bag and put it on the bed then took a hold of my shoulders and made me look at him and he kissed my forehead.

"No your not going to run anymore you have Kyle and me and Brody and Lucas so dont say you dont have anyone now go buy a test come back here do it then call Kyle as he has gone to meet the pack to discuss some buisness now go" I nodded and kissed him on the cheek and went and wiped my eyes and got my keys and some money and got into my car and drove to the cemist and when i got there i parked my car and all but nearly ran to the section were it sold tests and i got two of each cheap and expensive and went to the cashier and there was about 20 tests there and it all came up to just over £80 pound but that didnt matter to me.

I drove back home sparing glances at the tests and went straight to the bathroom the bag in my hands and started doing eachone and when i layed all 20 out they were all positive, I gavered them all up and put them back in the bag and went out and outside were i took one and put it in my pocket them chucked the others in the dustbin so no one would find them.

I slowly walked back up to the house and found Zack,Lucas and Brody in the kitchen eating like usaul and when i caught Zack's eye i made a signal for him to follow and i went into the bathroom and about a minute after Zack came in and closed the door and i pulled the positive test out of my pocket and passed it to him and turned around and got my phone out and went to text Kyle.

Texts...

Me: Baby when are you getting home i have some important news :L

Kyle: Baby girl im on my way now im done for the day what' s up :)

Me: Just get home please :)

I put my phone in my pocket and looked back at Zack and he had a smile on his face and when i turned around he pulled me into a hug and i smiled that i was going to be a mum but at 17.

"Im going to be an uncle i feel old" I looked at him and pulled him out of the bathroom and put the test back in my pocket and he went into the kitchen and i went over to the couch were i layed in a ball until i drifted of to sleep.

When i heard the door open then closed my eyes shot open and i looked up and rubbed my eyes to see Kyle walking in and when i saw him i got up of the couch and nearly jumped on him and he hugged me and placed a kiss on my lips and i eagerly responded but then pulled back and led him into the bathroom were i closed the door and leant agaisnt it and passed him the test and after a few mintues i was pulled into him.

"Your pregnant, Tasha im so happy arent you we're going to have a little boy or girl running around" I looked up at him and placed my lips agaisnt him.

"Yeah im happy but im scared i have you but im 18 in two days and all and i keep thinking and thinking about it and i just cant imagine myself with a baby in my arms Courtneys pregnant i think i just cant think straight now i was going to run and hide like i always do when im stressed what if im not a good mum" I looked at Kyle stressed but he came over and hugged me and i rested my head in the crook of his neck.

"Your going to be a great mum to our little boy or girl now shut up and lets get you for a doctors appoitment and a midwife okay now let's get something to eat" I nodded and grabbed his hand and we went out of the bathroom and into the kitchen were all the guys were smiling at us and i guesses Zack had told them.

After we had some dinner we had a laugh talking and i found out Brody was seeing a girl but he wasnt sure if she was his mate why would he not be sure when i met Kyle i knew something was diffrent about him and im human and he was a werewolf so how can he not be sure but i didnt want to know i was to tired and had a headache coming on but Kyle told me i had a doctors appointment and have to meet up with my midwife tomorow so i had an eventful day a head of me.

I kissed Kyle and said night to the boy as i wanted to get an early night so i changed into my mickie mouse pj's and got up into bed thinking about the future of me and Kyle and the baby but he wouldnt be able to go out and when we get married i would be tying him down he would have to stay home andbe with me because i dont mind not going out i would rather just stay in with Kyle and the baby that would be the best thing for a night.

I felt the bed dip and only noticed Kyle had got in and pulled me to him and i turned around and looked at him and he smelled of achol so i knew he must have backed out before he got to drunk and i felt bad for him.

"I hate this when we have the baby and eventualy get married i'll basicaly be tying yu down like now you cant even be getting drunk and you cant go out because im here your still young but i dont care much about missing out on going clubbing but you your a guy and i dont want you to be tied down to me and the baby when it comes" He looked down and i raised my eye brows but he just chuckled and put his free arm around his head.

"Tasha stop worrying i want to be tied to you your mine i dont want to go out paryting i want to be in with you and our baby i dont want to go out partying when i could be with the love of my life and my kid now get to sleep stop worrying" I nodded and turned back over and i waited and waited until he fell asleep and when i felt his breathing even out i gently got his arm and put it up why i got out of bed and put my pillow were i was and put his arm back down.

I went down stairs and got my phone and dialed Charlottes number and sat on the sofa in the dark might i say.

Phone Conversation....

Charlotte: Tasha what is it you havent fell out with Kyle have you

Me: No no but im pregnant and scared and i need to get out of here i dont want to tie him down but before i met Kyle i was strong but now i dont know who i am i love Kyle but i dont know who i am.

Charlotte: Tasha your still a strong girl your just stressed at the moment know one would blame you okay now go back to bed okay bye.

I put the phone down and set it down and went back upstairs and got back into bed drifting into a dark dreamless sleep.

I woke up as the alarm clock went of and i reached out and turned it off and when i rolled over Kyle was loosely playing with my hair and i smiled and sat myself up so i was eye level with him and smiled.

"We need to get dresses babe" I nodded and got up but he pulled me down and placed his lips on mine and i responded.

"It seems like we're not spending time together now" I said and he nodded and we got up and got dressed and went downstairs holding hands.

"Love you babey" Kyle said and i smiled and blushed a little and hid my face but he stopped as we got to the bottom of the stairs he pulled me to him and kissed me roughly but i liked it until someone cleared there throats we pulled away laughing.

"Love you to" I said to him and Brody was awakwardly standing there and i cleared the way to the stairs and he all but ran up them and i laughed and Kyle chuckled and led me to the kitchen were he sat me down and made me and himself an cooked breakfast wich was suprisngly good.

"Lets go babe" I nodded and he led me to his car were we drove the 25 minute drive to the hospital were we talked to eachother and laughed and i had never felt so happy.

When we got to the hospital we got saw to straight away and i was really nervous and all but when we walked into the room an elderly lady was there with a warm smile on her face wich seemed to calm my nervous a bit but they were still there.

"Hi im Dr.Chamber now just get up on the bed and lift your top up" I nodded and lied down on the bed and lifed my top up and she squated some cold jelly stuff on and then proceeded to push this thing into my stimach and then when sh was done moving it around it showed a little circle bit and she printed out a 3d picture and let us go.